YANGSIRE - Imperfect Blog

The only nice thing about being "imperfect" is the joy it's brings to others. -Doug Larson



Since 2009 on March 05, I finally was able to go back home to see my family in Phil.

Life here, in Canada, has no certainty of I don't know can't explain, what I know is too expensive to live in her. Can't afford expensive expenses like going back home at least every 2 or 3 years.

Able to go back home last year for 10 days to get together again w/ them was a wish that came true and so grateful for that.

I came here because I start my own family here, this is my husband's country and the job is here so, can't do anything about it, but to be willing to sacrifice your old life to start a new life with the new family you made.

It’s never easy to say goodbye to people you care about but, goodbye is not forever, is not the end, it simply means I’ll miss you until we meet again.
“Our memories of yesterday will last a lifetime. We’ll take the best, forget the rest, and someday will find that these are the best of times.” -Styx


That's me with my brother Rezaldi :)
at Panglao Bohol domestic airport.

On December 17, 2018, was my first time visiting my family in the Philippines since I came to Canada 10 years ago! Finally, after 3 days of traveling, on December 19, 2018, I arrived at my destination at 7 pm night.

W/ my mother the next day morning.

My mom didn't really know I am coming that night, what she knows was my arrival day is 21, so she doesn't have any idea that night who I was! :)

I said, hello to her and hugged her and she asked me "who are you"? LOL, she has poor sight already she couldn't see properly especially at night.

And I said it's me mom Lea, and she was like oh you came early I thought your arrival is 21!? Oh, it was just a surprise for you Nay! My tears were dropping, of course, it was tears of joy to see her finally.
My bro during contraction on his house.

Of course, you don't feel at home if you haven't eaten any balot๐Ÿ˜Š. At Taliban City Bohol.

Eating quick quick :-)

For almost 10 years we didn't see each other, so many times already went by and all of us has lots of changes, seeing you this day was my longtime wish that is finally came true. 
My mom had a mild stroke 6 years ago, I've got finally seen her health condition personally, her left side body can't really do much, her left leg and hand can't move much, she said she can't feel them anymore, poor mom. :(
If only we have enough financial I would go visit you every two years and bring you to a specialist doctor to check your health condition and give you a proper medicine to take. Oh Lord, I am praying for it. :( We just need a miracle. ๐Ÿ˜‡๐Ÿ˜ช 

December 23, 2018, My mother, sister -n-law, brother and I went home to our hometown Inopacan Leyte.




Unfortunately, I have no pictures with my other siblings, I didn't have a chance to take some as I didn't have a camera with me. ๐Ÿ˜ช Maybe next time in God's will.
 This is my eldest brother of all siblings, with his beautiful wife and children.


*Note: will update soon.
What’s your most prized possession?
You will be enriched in every way so that you can always be generous. 2 CORINTHIANS 9:11 
The relationship we have with our “things” is complicated. The happiness we feel from them is only temporary. 

True, lasting joy comes from choosing experiences that draw us closer to God. 

How does learning to be generous benefit you? Learn 3 things you can give that will not only make your life better: they’ll benefit other people, too. 
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Cross with Cubic Zirconia stones inside Star of David - gold fill - $18.95

Cross with Cubic Zirconia stones within Star of David - Gold fill. Messianic jewelry from Jerusalem.Size: 0.7 inch / 2 cm approx. A beautiful piece for any lover of Israel.


Star of David with Cross Pendant and Earring set - $49.95

Star of David with Cross Pendant and Earring set - Hand made within the Old City Walls of Jerusalem. Messianic jewelry from Jerusalem.Pendant size: 0.9 inches.Earring size: 0.6 inch.Sterling silver. Jewelry for bold Christians - Declare your love for Israel. Shipped direct from Israel.


Cross inside Star of David - Gold Fill - Garnet - $29.95

Beautifully made gold fill pendant with a Red Garnet Cross embedded inside the Star of David by Israeli jewelry designer 'Marina' Messianic jewelry from Jerusalem.Diameter: 0.7 inch.Made in Israel. Unique Christian gift for any lover of Israel shipped to you direct from the Holy Land.


Goldfill Star of David Pendant with Amethyst and a Cross in the Center - $39.95

From Israeli Jewelry Designer 'Marina' a quality crafted and most stunning design featuring an Amethyst embedded Gold Fill Star of David Pendant with a Cross in the center. Messianic jewelry from Jerusalem.Size: 0.7 inches high approx. Made in Israel. Shipped to you directly from the Holy Land.


Ani LeDodi Veh Dodi Li - Gold Silver Pendant - $99.95

Written in Hebrew around this beautiful scripture pendant on a 9-carat gold wheel. 'Ani Ledodi Vedodi Li' Which means 'I am my beloved's, and my beloved is mine' (Song of Solomon 6:3) The scripture rotates around the center. Hand Made in Israel.925 Sterling Silver.9 Karat Gold.Size: 1 inch in diameter. A very special and meaningful piece of Messianic scripture jewelry from the Holy Land


Gold Fill 'Grafted In' Pendant embedded with Zirconia by 'Marina' - $29.95

Dazzling gold fill 'Grafted In' Messianic Pendant embedded with Zircon crystal by Israeli jewelry designer 'Marina'. Made in Israel.Size: 1.4 inch / 3.6cm high. And if some of the branches were broken off, and you, being a wild olive tree were grafted in among them, and with them became a partaker of the root and fatness of the olive tree, do not boast against the branches. But if you boast, remember that you do not support the root, but the root supports you. (Romans 11:17-18) Shipped to you from here in the Holy Land.


'Grafted In' Pendant with Shades of Pink Zircon from Menorah - $26.95

Glittering 'Grafted In' pendant embedded from the Menorah down with shades of pink zircon crystals by Israeli jewelry designer 'Aharoni'. Holy Land Design.Size: 1 inch / 2.5cm high.Weight: 1.52 gram. And if some of the branches were broken off, and you, being a wild olive tree were grafted in among them, and with them became a partaker of the root and fatness of the olive tree, do not boast against the branches. But if you boast, remember that you do not support the root, but the root supports you. (Romans 11:17-18) Shipped to you from here in Jerusalem. Note: Shading of pink may vary from pendant to pendant.


'Grafted In' Pendant with Shades of Pink Zircon from Star - $26.95

Glittering 'Grafted In' pendant embedded from the Star of David with shades of pink zircon crystals by Israeli jewelry designer 'Aharoni'. Holy Land Design.Size: 1 inch / 2.5cm high.Weight: 1.52 gram. And if some of the branches were broken off, and you, being a wild olive tree were grafted in among them, and with them became a partaker of the root and fatness of the olive tree, do not boast against the branches. But if you boast, remember that you do not support the root, but the root supports you. (Romans 11:17-18) Shipped to you from here in Jerusalem. Note: Shading of pink may vary from pendant to pendant.


Cross inside Star of David - Gold Fill CZ Stones - $69.50

Beautifully made gold fill pendant with a Zirconia Cross embedded inside the Star of David with CZ stones. Messianic jewelry from Jerusalem.Diameter: 0.7 inch.Made in Israel. By renowned Israeli jewelry designer 'Marina'. Shop in Jerusalem for unique Christian gifts direct from the Holy Land.


Messianic Seal on Scroll Pendant - Blue Enamel - $39.95

Gold fill Messianic Seal of Jerusalem on a scroll with Blue enamel. Back of pendant reads 'YOU ARE GRAFTED IN' ROM 11:17-18 Made in Israel.Size: 1.3 inches. Thought to be the symbol used by first-century believers in the Holy Land.


Grafted In Olive Wood Pendant - $5.95

This 'Grafted In Messianic Seal of Jerusalem' Olive Wood Pendant is made from high-quality olive wood in Bethlehem Size: 1.5 inches / 3.7 cm high approx. Comes with a leather necklace. Unique Christian gift from the Holy land And if some of the branches were broken off, and you, being a wild olive tree were grafted in among them, and with them became a partaker of the root and fatness of the olive tree, do not boast against the branches. But if you boast, remember that you do not support the root, but the root supports you. (Romans 11:17-18) Shipped direct from Israel.


King David Harp Roman Glass Pendant - $129.95

Sterling Silver King David Harp with authentic Roman Glass inlay - you can own a unique piece of Israel. The shards of glass inlaid in this piece originate from fragments of glass vessels discovered on archaeological digs in Israel Size: 1½ inches x 1 inch approx. Hand made in Israel. Note: To preserve patina do not allow the glass to come in contact with water. Shipped to you direct from Jerusalem.


Messianic Seal on Scroll Pendant - Wine Red - $29.95

Gold fill Messianic Seal of Jerusalem on a scroll with wine red enamel. Back of pendant reads 'YOU ARE GRAFTED IN' ROM 11:17-18 Made in Israel.Size: 1.3 inches. By renowned Israeli jewelry designer 'Marina'. Shipped to you from here in the Holy Land.


14 carat Gold Messianic Seal of Jerusalem Pendant - $139.95

14 carat Gold Messianic Seal of Jerusalem Pendant. Symbol uniting Menorah Star of David Fish. Size: 1.35 inches.Made in the Holy Land. The Messianic Seal from the Christian church was rediscovered after 2,000 years in Jerusalem. This ancient symbol, found on Mount Zion is believed to have been created and used by the Jewish believers who called themselves Nazarenes in the first Messianic Church. Beautiful Christian gift for any lover of Israel. Shop in Jerusalem for beautiful jewelry that reflects your understanding of God's Word! Shipped direct from Jerusalem.


Grafted In - Messianic Seal of Jerusalem pendant - $24.95

Grafted In - The Messianic Seal of Jerusalem.Pendant uniting Menorah Star of David Fish. Size: 1.3 inches high approx.Gold Fill. And if some of the branches were broken off, and you, being a wild olive tree were grafted in among them, and with them became a partaker of the root and fatness of the olive tree, do not boast against the branches. But if you boast, remember that you do not support the root, but the root supports you.(Romans 11:17-18) Thought to be the symbol of the first followers of Jesus. Shipped to you direct from the Holy Land. Shop in Jerusalem for beautiful jewelry that reflects your understanding of God's Word!


Cross inside Star of David - Gold Fill - Zircon - $34.95

Strikingly made gold fill pendant with clear Zircon crystal embedded within the Cross seated on the center of this Star of David by Israeli jewelry designer 'Marina' Messianic jewelry from Jerusalem.Diameter: 0.7 inch.Made in Israel. Unique Christian gift for any lover of Israel given extra meaning being shipped to you direct from the Holy Land.


Goldfill 'Grafted In' mounted on Mother of Pearl Pendant by 'Marina' - $59.95

From Israeli Jewelry Designer 'Marina' a beautifully crafted Messianic pendant featuring a 'Grafted In' symbol mounted on Mother of Pearl. Size: 0.9 inches high approx.Made in Israel. You will say then, “Branches were broken off that I might be grafted in.” (Romans 11:19) Shipped to you directly from the Holy Land.


Messianic Seal of Jerusalem with Hoshen Pendant - $34.95

Beautifully unique - Messianic Seal of Jerusalem with Hoshen. Size: 1.5 inches approx.Sterling Silver A real conversation piece! Shipped to you direct from the Holy Land.


Goldfill Cross within Star of David Pendant with Garnet by 'Marina' - $34.95

From Israeli Jewelry Designer 'Marina' an exquisitely crafted Gold Fill Cross within a Star of David Pendant embedded with synthetic garnet. Messianic jewelry from Jerusalem. Size: 0.8 inch diameter approx.Made in Israel. Shipped to you directly from the Holy Land.

Goldfill Multicolored Star of David Pendant with Cross by 'Marina'

Goldfill Clear Zircon 'Star of David' Pendant with 'Cross'



Gold Fill Star of David with Cross - $29.95

Beautifully crafted gold fill Star of David with Cross inside is a real conversation starter by renowned Israeli designer 'Marina'. Messianic jewelry from Israel.Size: 0.7 inch approx.Made in Israel. Shop in Jerusalem for unique Christian jewelry direct from the Holy Land.


14 karat Gold Grafted In - Messianic Seal of the Jerusalem Church - Pendant - $189.95

The Messianic Seal of the Jerusalem Church strikes at the very roots of anti-Semitism while proclaiming a compelling message that breaks down barriers and restores unity: Jew with Jew, and Jew with Gentile. These beautifully hand-crafted pendants are straight from the Christian Quarter of the Old City. They present a graphic picture of Paul's words in Romans 11 as he carefully explained to the Gentiles that when they personally give their lives to Jesus, they are 'grafted in' to the natural olive tree of Israel and become partakers of all the promises of God. The pendants are a wonderful reminder of God's grace to us all! Symbol uniting Menorah, Star of David, and Fish. Size: 1.15 inches.Weight: 0.9 gram.Made in the Holy Land. And if some of the branches were broken off, and you, being a wild olive tree were grafted in among them, and with them became a partaker of the root and fatness of the olive tree, do not boast against the branches.

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This pendant represents Om- the sacred sound of life and breath within the universe.
Sterling Silver Chakra Om Pendant by Buddha Groove
 Made of sterling silver, this pendant also contains 7 colored gemstones that represent the ancient chakra energy centers within the body.
 


Sterling Silver Swirling Chakra Pendant
7 sparkling gemstones are scattered across the expanse of this swirling pendant. The gemstones correspond to the seven energy centers, chakras, within the body. Each stone represents a different chakra and the functions it regulates:

  1. Amethyst- Crown Chakra (Wisdom)
  2. Iolite - Third Eye Chakra (Eyes, Perception) 
  3. Topaz Throat Chakra (Speech, Truth)
  4. Peridot Heart Chakra (Compassion)
  5. Citrine Solar Plexus Chakra (Strength)
  6. Carnelian Sacral Chakra (Creativity)
  7. Garnet Root Chakra (Courage)


Buddha Pendant on Bodhi Leaf, Sterling Silver
This peaceful pendant depicts Buddha in earth-touching meditation right hand extended towards the ground in a gesture of steadfastness and unshakable calm.

Behind him, the large Bodhi leaf signifies the fig tree under which Buddha attained enlightenment more than 3,000 years ago. Great as a symbol of inner calm and balance.



Large Lapis and Turquoise Sterling Silver Vajra Pendant
Turquoise and lapis inlay work on a silver frame come together to form the Vajra symbol. Handmade by artisans in Nepal using traditional Tibetan craft. The Vajra symbol is depicted as an X or in a vertical form (like a plus sign) and is a symbol of protection.


Endless Knot Pendant, Mother of Pearl and Sterling Silver
The Infinite Knot is a line without a beginning or end that radiates both calm and movement. It represents the idea that everything in this world is interconnected.
Endless Knot Pendant, Mother of Pearl and Sterling Silver
The Knot of Infinity symbolizes that truth. The search for enlightenment need not mean giving up worldly responsibilities.

Endless Knot Pendant, Mother of Pearl and Sterling Silver
The Knot is a representation of the Buddha teaches that religious thought and material life are intertwined. It is also symbolic of the Buddha infinite compassion.



Detailed Buddha Pendant with Lapis Lazuli
Buddha relief is framed by a delicate lotus flower made of lapis lazuli and shimmering mother of pearl.


Mother of Pearl and Sterling Silver Lotus Pendant
Rooted in the muck, the flower rises through the water to emerge in the sun, the progress that mirrors the journey of the soul. It is said that our hearts are like the closed petals of a lotus and that by adopting virtues such as compassion and patience, we enable the lotus to blossom into its full beauty.


Sterling Silver Geometric Chakra Pendant
This sterling silver pendant contains 7 gemstone beads that represent various energy centers of the human body.
Sterling Silver Chakra Feather Pendant

Sterling Silver Abstract Chakra Figure Pendant

Sterling Silver Chakra Leaf Pendant

Reiki Chakra Pendant, Sterling Silver and Gemstone

7 Gemstones Sterling Silver Chakra Pendant By Buddha Groove


Sterling Silver Double Vajra Pendant
The double vajra (shaped like a cross, or plus sign) is a sacred tool thought to represent the foundation of the universe upon which all of our protection and strength relies. The shape of the vajra also recalls qualities of the diamond รข€“ an object that cuts but cannot be cut. In non-material terms, these qualities represent the resolute spirit and great power.


She Has Fire In Her Soul Larimar Pendant
You've got a special spark inside, a flame that warms your heart and makes you shine with determination. No one can dull that fire, at least, not as long as you wear this dynamic pendant. It's sterling silver "O" ring is cast with hand-molded details and dangles with a soothing larimar gemstone bead. Larimar is said to inspire serenity and calm, so you can stay cool even as you burn bright.


The Strongest Souls Have The Softest Hearts Pendant
A heart full of love and compassion is the main source of inner strength, willpower, happiness, and mental tranquility.- Dalai Lama Never thinks that kindness makes you weak: in fact, it's just the opposite.

A reminder to keep on loving and caring, this pendant is a token of all the ways your compassion builds courage. A gemstone bead of pink rhodochrosite imbues it with extra loving vibes: rhodochrosite is a stone of compassion, love, and forgiveness. Shop More Inspirational Jewelry from BuddhaGroove.comBuddha Groove Jewelry

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