Remember that Father almighty is bigger than our problems in life and through Jesus Christ, everything will be cured.

In the past few days, I was having trouble controlling my emotions, I sometimes thought, to do something inappropriate. I released my emotional and frustration on my Facebook wall to enlighten my feelings and so that I can breathe from the pain that was within me. 

I thanked my friends for their encouragement through Bible verses that they've shared with me and reminded me that Gods is always there anytime for us! But honestly, when it comes to stress, depression, and problems, I forgot about God, I forgot that there's God who always loves us and cares for us, and always there with us. I forgot to call him and pray deeply to him as I was just concentrating on the pain and hatred that I've felt. All those negative thoughts affect my faith in him. 

I didn't remember him at all or maybe I was, but it was not like really have faith in him, in other words, my faith was gone! What a sad thing to do! And how he'd felt about that? But I know he loves me, he never forsaken me! Few friends of mine God used them to helped me to reconnect with him again.

I am so thankful that I again read God's comforting messages through my friends.  I admitted that my faith is fading away as I am not always surrounded by Christian people. As for having anxiety, I could barely stand in the crowd. 

With hope and encouragement, hopefully, I can do what I have to do, try to go to the Church every service as possible, ( please God) or meet my friends to have a Bible study with me so that I can save my self and so my loved one. Praying for that to happen! 

Always staying on the positive side and remember that God the Father almighty is bigger than our problems in life. I am one of the "parables of the sower" Jesus Christ taught us. here's me that I think I am "The one who received the seed that fell on rocky places is the man who hears the word and at once receives it with joy. But since he has no root, he lasts only a short time. When trouble or persecution comes because of the word, he quickly falls away."